Amanda Pat

I think this gown is my favourite! When I was a little girl I never had passion for designing neither did I ever dream of reading Agricultural Science in school. All I ever wanted was to be a medical doctor or an athlete because football was my thing and is still my hobby being a Manchester fan is just something that has been! Its a thing of joy to me. Ye! I divert from studying medicine and surgery when I tried to gain admission for several years and it didn't work out! I didn't realise I was actually wasting my years. I could recall when I was admitted into Human Anatomy and I declined because it was medicine and surgery that I always carve for not realizing that wasn't my line although! My parent felt I became a dump all of a sudden because I wasn't bad during my secondary school days but they couldn't see beyond. I took a pre-degree form studied for 1year to my luck I was admitted into Agricultural science* I won't say am too good in school but am not too...

I opened a blog because I needed an avenue where people can easily find what I do and share their ideas! And even when I know am still growing I get an innermost joy opening my site and seeing my designs When people tell me about my blog and some of my designs it makes me smile because its everything I had always long for Passion is everything when you do anything you engage yourself with passion you fall in love with it even before you could realize you've already gotten to perfection and how will this happen? When you keep doing them Designing and blogging is a way too stressful if one doesn't have a deep passion for it! One might give up easily because you have to be dedicated. I thought about the next dress You might just wakeup and put up a design on your book because even when I want to do that I leave my eraser aside so any mistake I make I create something outta it* That's how I create new things Among everything have engage myself designing is what...

* Everyday I learn from myself! A day without a lesson is a total waste to me* And I learnt this today putting your problem first is the biggest setback and downfall in life. Considering the bad side first won't even give you the urge of penetrating! And its the biggest instrument to tarminate your goals  Out of stress ,finance and life itself I concluded within me that I want to give up on blogging ( because sharing dreams could bring discouragement so I keep mine within) and at that point I gave up gradually. A friend introduce a nice business to me and ask we should embark on it maybe it could be more of advantage and less of stress to me and gaining fast will be a greater chance. I thought about it deeply and feel in love with the idea. She mentioned TIME DEDICATION QUALITY Of PRODUCT and CAPITAL then stress intact I extended my mind and saw that in everything you gotta do you will still need these things so much QUALITY TIME: In as much as you want to be a successful ...

 My kid sister gave me this pink sweat shirt and I thought about how I could impress her! She learnt about my fashion blog and design and gave me the cloth and glasses my mum bought for her.  I wanted to impress her I decided to take photos with the cloth! When I brought the pictures back home she smiled uncontrollably and promise to deal with fashion deeply. Am still thinking about making a blog for her I believe she will make a good fashion girlie.  I so much believe in fashion and being the best! I believe she has perceive even the best of me! She encouraged me so much I told her I wanted to stop blogging and she told me am her model already! If there is anybody she learn fashion from is me even when she cant show it off for now. ( If this is me as an insider do you know the no of people you inspire) she said! It melt my heart. No plans of giving up anymore! The tips I got from her educated my whole life. She even told me to get more creative and different...

You may not be the best or completely perfect You may not bubble You may not even fight for the best designer or blogger but GRACE of being the chosen one can give ya the best. What have learnt so far is one giving the spotlight always! If designing is what you are into just be creative don't make sense because that's what you may definitely feel that might be someone's best. Give it different and unique

I had always wish to be a blogger and designer but I had challenges with myself I wouldn't call that self low esteem or low self worth. I thought about starting it and where I will start from I choose to start with sketching I will sketch every little design I had in mind and work towards it I believe alot in myself and could possibly make some design with thread and needle handling a machine will be no exception of the best that was the believe I had. And its working perfectly  You can't wake up from nowhere no matter how poor the start maybe just keep pushing ahead till you hit perfection

This was where and how I started my designing career. I know how I felt I can still recall even when my top got into a mess on facebook and people made alot of fun outta it. I wasn't ready to give up As my first design and is already turning into caricature? I asked myself but knowing I was the best I hit hardly I kept pressing and pushing combining with my academic isn't a mere challenge but giving up is not a chance either. I see designing and fashion as a part of me! As something am meant to do! Have you ever get used and addicted to anything? This is exactly how I feel about designing. I want to take it to anywhere I can take it to I want my parent to know that it is not a waste of time perhaps I haven't learn it from anywhere.  I will write on how I started building the passion on my next post I gotta come up with a new design too I love everyone who still believe in me