Amanda Pat

As an adult have learnt to be dependent! Have learnt to rely on myself! Have learnt that am the best! When I was growing as a teenager I had always wish to be a runway model because I liked models their height body and attitude! I kept growing to an extent that I realize I wasn't growing taller anymore! I ate all the light food I could do all the exercise and still hope on growing taller(I loved tall people naturally) everyone told me I can't be a runway model I can't go into pageantry and it just wouldn't workout even when I got the attitude  Some days I will just wish things could change but it wasn't working anymore and I stopped growing tall completely! My kid brothers grew even taller and taller that people made me feel I was so small because of my nature! Yes I always feel bad alot but I refuse to settle for such  I didn't feel bad because of everything around me I only felt to realize my true worth! That I am a way better if I go into something diff...

 I have really missed making my blog post* because of some stress! And alot but I do apologize in between... I just love this check gown because its too perfect have always want to own it*** don't tell me I look like a school girl... Life keep throwing stones How did I get myself back? By seeing beyond today there are so many challenges we come across! Even our daily meal and survival is getting worst! Refuse it like yesterday wasnt there! You know what you can do and how to handle it better!! Being a blogger is more stressful I may say but when passion is applied everything moves smoothly Think outside the box Be different from everyone You can get idea from someone and make it better that will give ya the best you always wish for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is the more reason you shouldn't live in competition the more reason you believe in yourself than everyone* don't fail to try and even when you fail keep trying